Just a thought

Up to today it has been 12 working days since I started working in this office. And still I am clueless on what needs to be done. Maybe because I’m an incompetent officer and since the first day I started working in the Company I didn’t really contribute anything concrete or developmental. The only thing I develope has been myself, at least. I been reading alot, fully utilising the resources of the company to fuel the desire to learn but the problem is most of the things I studied were irrelevant to the core business of the Company. I studied everything that is interesting for me and at the same time still incompetent to perform my duties. I, myself say that I’m incompetent. The knowledge gain in my reading did help me in my promotion exam thus help ensuring me a promotion but am I a capable officer to be promoted? Will I be the downfall of the Company? I don’t know. I don’t know what to expect. I’m not a good judge of character especially my own.